Tuesday, January 24, 2006

I love God (In case you didn't know)

How many times I have passed the opportunity to tell Him how I feel. He is the one who has mapped out my future. He knows my days... past and ones to come. My confession is this....though I am vile and oh so human...he still loves me. That makes me feel so good, so fulfilled. We have a wonderful relationship (though I have to say he gets the short end of the stick). My goal in life is to please him. It is his will that I seek. My flesh battles this ideal, but my spirit will win. And when I fall asleep in death...I am sure of this..... I will rise again, and his face will be the first I see. Hallelujah!

Friday, January 20, 2006

Almost a month

Since my last post....It has almost been a month. I don't apologize for my lack of will or motivation or time.....be it whatever..... I just haven't posted.

Honestly the last few months have been hard ones. Ministry and life has dealt me some hard blows. I feel like Naomi...I went away full but the Lord has brought me back empty. God will fix this. It is times like this that our faith is really tried and if I can't serve God now, why preach it when everything is fine. So bless God I will walk out of this trench bloody and muddy but I will walk out. Watch me.

I am really excited about what God is setting up right now. It is going to be interesting to watch the God begin to paint the right picture. All of these colors that make no sense now, will be my paint by numbers masterpiece. God just has to number the picture for me.

I'm waiting........